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I Surrender All...

I want to go to church...like...right now. At this moment.
Time is moving too slow. 
I just want to lay out at the altar. 
I have so much to be thankful for...and so much I'm ready for God to burn up and out of my life. 
I have so much that I want to intercede for...
So much I'm believing for.
I'm ready for promotion...I'm ready to move from this place.
I want to be better.
I want to be more.
I want to be like Jesus.
I want his love to pour out of me for other people.
I want to forgive...effortlessly.
I want to not be selfish.
I want to give cheerfully.
I want to move in him and have my being at all times.
I want to go to another place of worship. I want to worship him with every cell that I have in my body...
I wish I could just jump in the air and be caught up and sit in His presence forever.
I have so much to do...I know...
But to live is Christ. To die is gain.
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