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Her: So...how are you doing? (Brows furrowed, bites corner of lip, hand on my shoulder)
Me: fine...
Her: (rubs by arm)I mean, really? How ARE you for REAL?
Me: (blink. Blink) fine...
Her: (blink blink)
Me: (blink blink)
Her: (shifts weight, scratches nose, crosses arms, looks at me expectantly- blink. blink.)
Me: Look...I've made up my mind...If everything was crappy, jacked all the way up...If nothing was going my way, and if my prayers seemed to bounce off the ceiling...that ain't nobody's business...not even mine. Bellyachin does nothing but make It worse. You speak what you want to see...not what is.
My confession will not change.
I am blessed.
I am highly favored.
God has me in the palm of His hand.
I rest in His promises, and He promised that all things are working together for my good because I love Him.
No weapon formed against me will prosper.
I am not forgotten...God calls me friend.
I take joy in my trials and tribulations, because I know that it is developing patience, and character.
This season has an appointed time to end. I trust God to complete the work that he has started in me.
In due time He will exalt me.
I am more than a conqueror.
I have what I say...and I say that I am fine.
I believe it. I said it. That settles it. It's done...
Her: okay...(blink. Blink.) But how are you doing FOR REAL though? (tilts head to the right.)
Me: (walks away)
"You have been trapped by what you said, ensnared by the words of your mouth." Proverbs 6:2

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