Believe...Obey...Endure...Win

I pray.
I obey.
I pray.
I obey.
I pray.
I obey.
One step at a time.
One moment at a time.
Sometimes, I'm over the moon, and if life got any better- I might implode.
Or sometimes, (like now) the going ain't easy...I'm being stretched to the max, and I am more conscious of my leaning on the Father for every step, word, breath, blink, heartbeat...simply just to "be", more than usual.

You know it's almost like the baby who's learning to take steps...she takes two or three steps, and she's excited (everyone is) and she gets overly confident and tries to run without holding her Fathers hand...then she falls...hard. Shes stunned. She hurts. she cries... But, her loving father doesn't scold her. Rather he smiles. He just picks her up, and dusts her off. Kisses her on the forehead and takes her hand...she begins to walk again.

Trust in Him in all your ways, lean not to your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your path. (Make your paths straight.) ‪#‎imsothere‬ ‪#‎skinnedkneesandall‬ ‪#‎cantworrybouttomorrow‬‪#‎justgottagetthroughtoday‬ ‪#‎happygirljj‬ ‪#‎40daystofreedom‬ ‪#‎goditrustyou‬‪#‎blessingscoming‬

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JJ's YEAR OF DESTINY DAY 5- Divorce is of the Devil...

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livid, adj . [Screw] you for cheating on me. [Screw] you for reducing it to the word cheating. As if this were a card game, and you sneaked a look at my hand. Who came up with the term cheating , anyway? A cheater, I imagine. Someone who thought liar was too harsh. Someone who thought devastator was too emotional. The same person who thought, oops, he's gotten caught with his hand in the cookie jar . [Screw] you. This isn't about slipping yourself an extra twenty dollars of Monopoly money. These are our lives. You went and broke our lives. You are so much worse than a cheater. You killed something. And you killed it when its back was turned" -David Levithan, The Lover's Dictionary I'm gonna get back to my Asperger's list tomorrow...but, I had something really interesting happen today...and I want to talk to ya'll about it... I've got a question for you... "Would you stay with your man if he cheated on you, and a baby was conce...

JJ's Year of Destiny- Day 273: It All Comes Back Full Circle

"You and I have defied and defined time to realign right here where we stand look in my eyes, there's someone waiting there someone you loved oh so very well. through ages and eons from creation to revelation I've loved you over and over and over and over again from plantations through elevation royal thrones and abdications our souls search and find repair the breach and mend. you are my all in all I'll always find you no matter how far we are you are my all in all I'll always find my way back to you, my love no matter how far we are all in all" -jj thames so...this thing called "adulting"... I'on like it...i'on like it, not one bit. I feel like being in your 30's is like being a teenager all over again, like its the adolescent years of adulthood, except with responsibilities hanging over your head... you have the breaking up or distancing of friendships. (ofte...

jj thames...naked.

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