And I'm Feeling Good...

4am...and I'm up...not because I can't sleep...but, because I am EXCITED about the day....and ready to get it movin...I have so much to do...(including a show later on this evening-you should come 😊) I LOVE my everyday life!!! I have come to realize that there is nothing better than waking up and knowing that...you are right smack dab in the middle of your destiny...your path is a good one...and Gods in control, so... Everything is working out in your favor.

There is NOTHING better than following your dreams, living out loud...following God's plan for your life, and hanging on to the edge, laughing in the wind, while he leads you completely and totally by faith...about EVERYTHING! Even the stuff that sucks! It's exhilarating. It's amazing...it's humbling. It's what I've been searching for my whole life. I finally know what it means to "let go...and let God." It is the true definition of freedom. Even when you dont have it all perfectly worked out...it doesnt matter, cuz youre right where you are supposed to be...square biz!

Good morning Soulstars!!! May your day be filled with dream chasing, God loving, being and sharing that love, and clear vision...it's a new dawn...it's a new day...Everydays a new opportunity to get it right...and it feels so good! God loves ya...and I love ya too! Be blessed & live every moment of today to the fullest! ‪#‎happygirljj‬ ‪#‎ilovemylife‬ ‪#‎livingoutloud‬ ‪#‎cuzimhappy‬ ‪#‎theartistlife‬‪#‎leaveNOTHINGonthetable‬ ‪#‎noretreatnosurrender‬ ‪#‎deliriouslyhappy‬‪#‎noimnotondrugsormeds‬

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jj thames...naked.

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